The Diary Speaks Too..

Another day goes by.. while I was just busy thinking about few things; having my life figured out as to what should I do. Things on the checklists are gradually bottomed out. But there is this voice whispering solow, it needs me to hear out. 

I wanted to reach out to it, the closer I make headway, the farthest it seems to slip away. My life rack up little perseverance now, but there is something, the unspoken words, the enveloped emotions stirred out; waiting to debark. I found my diary lying around in one corner. No words better than her could help me regain the sanity. The disrupted noise silences in the head. My diary can speak too. 

She exclaimed all the possible stances, and stimulate my brain and dissuade it from the chaos. She sets forth - "you will know everything. And you will figure it out. Not today but yes in quite sometime. Don't be so dependant on someone/ their approval of you. For you is you and no one can take away that power from you.

Control your mind, control your words, you wonder soul. You always can. Stop blurting things out right in front of everyone, or the person of that matter. Seize yourself from becoming an evil to another. I know, I understand that you are not made up of that, but it's you who understands, and it's you again who gets misunderstood. Okay here's the deal, when you blurt things out in front of someone, and they understand it, rather than react, you'll know by their actions, as to who is to be kept near. And those who just react, understand they are just there to react to you. Anddddd mind you, donttttt-Don't you ever dare to take this personally. If they mean it, they'll be it, remember? Yes. You are strong lil badass woman. It will take the right person to see it. And till then, you know what to do, right? You do, don't you? Yes you do. You just come in here, visit me, write your heart down here, and guess what, there's no one who is gonna judge you on this. Oh com'on not me. You can always come and read these Lil scribbles. I won't stop you. But I promise whenever you do come to visit me, you wouldn't feel let down on, or turned down. I will love you the way you are, without judgements or misleading/guiding. That's all you need. 

Act sorted, cause you are. What someone behaves with you, you have nothing to do with it. They are doing it, since they like to, and trust me it's just their reflection. So stop blaming yourself for all the things. Grow past things. And dare you ever have to say sorry to everyone. Don't. Don't wait in any hopes that they will understand you. Andd yes.. hammer this in your brain, once someone has you all figured out, is the day your destruction begins. Don't give anyone that power. The worth one of all, will come to you on his own. But you don't wait. 

You can make this. Another phase, just right to go through in. Don't worry about anything, I am here to the rescue. Your inner self. Your true intentions. Don't you worry. Write to yourself daily. That's the best therapy one could get in their life.

I know you just got an heart ache while writing this that no one cares, buttttt it's okay. You care for yourself. And you will. Do something new each day. Do it for yourself than anyone. And yes give what people needs in life. For they will be happy within their selves. And you, you always have me, don't ya? Lil badass woman. 😘

I will keep it all in me. Your diary awaits 

too.. go write to her".

Sometimes all we have to do is to silence the mind, and listen to the hear, follow it and guard it so well that nothing can ever knock you down. Don't try to fit into something where you don't belong, that's where you're calling out for the chaos in your otherwise sorted life. 

Trust in yourself, build relations with your inner self. Write to yourself; Immerse. Grow. Prosper.